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🚀 From Paychecks to Panic Attacks (and Why I’d Do It Again)

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The Post-Grad Decision

I can still picture it: just over a year ago, I was 23, fresh out of university, sitting in my small room in Pune. My desk was cluttered with chai-stained mugs, a laptop that overheated if I opened more than five Chrome tabs, and a dream much bigger than my bank balance.

First work area

Outside, my college batchmates were already settling into their corporate jobs, shiny offers from consulting firms, cushy roles at MNCs, steady salaries landing in their bank accounts on the last day of the month. They were posting LinkedIn updates about promotions, “first client meetings,” and those little celebration cakes you get in IT offices.

Meanwhile, I was staring at a blinking cursor, writing the first lines of code that would eventually become WorqHat.

They had structure, predictability, and the security of a clear career ladder. I had chaos, late-night brainstorming calls, and the occasional panic attack about whether my internet bill would bounce.

Two very different paths. One safe. One messy. One with a manual, the other with no map at all. Stable Kingdom vs. Wild Frontier. Ladder vs. rocket ship. Paycheck vs. “please don’t bounce, internet bill.”

The Stable Kingdom vs. The Wild Frontier

If I had to simplify it, the corporate world is like a Stable Kingdom - a fortress with high walls, fixed rules, and a predictable path to the throne. It’s safe, respected, and full of steady comfort.

Startups? They’re the Wild Frontier. No roads, no maps, just unpredictable weather, hidden treasures, and a very real chance of getting eaten alive. You’re not climbing a ladder; you’re strapping yourself to a rocket.

And honestly? In India, the contrast is even sharper.

I still remember one of my first family gatherings after college. My cousins were all talking about their new jobs, one had joined a big IT firm, another was preparing to fly abroad for an onsite law role. When the conversation turned to me, someone asked, “Aur Sagnik? Tera kya scene hai?”

I said, “I’m building something of my own.”

The silence that followed was deafening. A few nodded out of politeness. One uncle laughed and said, “Achha, theek hai, par placement kyu chhoda? Itna achha package tha na?” My mom forced a smile, proud but clearly uneasy, while my dad changed the subject.

On the way home, no one said much. But that night, my mom knocked on my door. She sat beside me and asked softly:

“Beta, pakka hai na? Tumhe lagta hai yeh chal payega?”

It wasn’t doubt, it was concern. The kind only parents can have, where they don’t want to clip your wings, but they’re terrified of seeing you fall.

My dad, the next morning, brought it up in his own way. He said:

“Dekho, risk lena galat nahi hai. Bas ek baat yaad rakho, jo bhi karna hai, poore dil se karna. Aur ghar ki tension mat lena.”

They didn’t fully understand what I was building, but they understood me. And that was enough. From that day, I knew, even if the world didn’t get it, I had people quietly rooting for me in the background.

That’s the thing no one talks about: when you choose the Wild Frontier, your parents involuntarily come along for the ride. They carry the worry, shield you from questions, and keep the house feeling like a place of safety, even when their own faith is being tested.

The Struggles Nobody Warns You About

Building WorqHat as a fresh graduate was equal parts thrilling and terrifying.

There were no guaranteed paychecks, no cushy fallback plan, no “gap year” safety net. For me, it was Maggi at midnight, coffee to stay awake, and stretching every â‚č500 note stretched like it’s Sequoia capital.

Every expense was a calculation. Do I really need that Uber, or can I take the local bus and save â‚č200? Do I buy that extra monitor, or make do with balancing my laptop on a stack of old textbooks? Dinner plans with friends weren’t dinners, they were me quietly scanning the menu, praying no one ordered something that would blow my share of the bill.

The hardest part? The invisible costs of “building.” It wasn’t just cutting back on clothes or skipping movies. It was AWS bills arriving like little grenades in my inbox, reminding me that dreams aren’t free. More than once, I found myself awkwardly borrowing money from friends, not for parties, not for gadgets, but just to keep servers alive for another month. Try explaining that to someone: “Hey, can you spot me â‚č2,000? Otherwise my startup might literally vanish overnight.”

It was embarrassing. Humbling. But also grounding. Because every small survival decision forced me to ask: Do I really want this badly enough?

And the answer, every single time, was yes.

I stayed with my family in Pune, and honestly, they were my secret superpower. My mom, without saying much, became my biggest cheerleader. She’d slide a plate of hot food on my table at 1 AM, pretending she was “just awake anyway.” My dad would ask about WorqHat like it was a real company even when it was just me and my co-founder struggling to make things work.

And then there’s the other kind of support, the quiet, emotional kind. The one that doesn’t show up on a cap table, in investor decks, or even in your LinkedIn updates.

Basically: free angel investors, but instead of cash, they give you dal-chawal and emotional stability.

Because as things grew tougher, I realized something important: human support isn’t just a “nice-to-have”; it’s the lifeline that keeps you sane. Startups don’t just drain your energy, they chip away at your mental health, your relationships, and your sense of stability. When the fires never stop, when your phone buzzing at 3 AM makes your stomach drop, when every day feels like a mix of hope and chaos, you start needing an anchor.

For me, that anchor came in the form of a best friend.

Along the way, while we were growing WorqHat, I found someone who, without even trying, became home. Not a co-founder, not an investor, not a customer. Just my person.

No equity, no code, no deadlines, just someone who listened to all my rants at 2 AM, who reminded me to breathe when I was spiraling, who knew when to say “let’s solve this” and when to say “let’s just order a cold coffee and forget about it for a while.”

It’s hard to explain, but when you’re building something as uncertain as a startup, even one person who makes you feel grounded is priceless. They become the safe space you come back to after the madness. The comfort place where your failures don’t define you, your struggles don’t overwhelm you, and your dreams don’t feel foolish.

Some people call it friendship. I just call it home.

The Chaos (and the Fun)

People think the early stage is the hardest part. That once you raise a little money or ship your first product, things magically get easier. That’s a lie.

If anything, the difficulty curve spikes. Suddenly the stakes go up. The calls get longer. The fires you’re putting out are bigger, more public, and ten times more expensive. Decisions aren’t just about whether to push a feature, you’re deciding who to hire, who to let go, whether to stretch cash for two months or six.

It’s the same late-night calls, but now your 2 AM brainstorms could decide if you make payroll. It’s the same chaos, but layered with the weight of other people depending on you, your team, your customers, sometimes even your investors. Every day feels like standing on quicksand: the ground keeps shifting, but you don’t have the luxury to stop moving.

And yet, here’s the part outsiders don’t understand, that same chaos is intoxicating. The adrenaline never switches off. Every tiny win feels outsized, like summiting Everest. The first customer testimonial. The first line of code that actually scales. The first investor who doesn’t just listen but says, “I believe in this.”

(Hi Saumya 👋, yes, you. Our first believer from a global VC fund. Still not sure whether you invested in us or in our ability to survive on Maggi and midnight chaos, but either way, thank you for betting on us.)

Of course, the wins don’t come without fire drills. Literally. I still remember one of our earliest demos. The servers crashed mid-pitch with a potential enterprise customer. Imagine this: me nervously smiling on Meeting, trying to buy time while frantically slacking the team, FIX. IT. NOW. In the background, logs flying across terminals like it was a NASA launch gone wrong. Somehow, we duct-taped everything back together in 15 minutes, pretended it was just a “planned upgrade,” and closed the call without losing the customer.

That’s the kind of chaos you don’t forget. Horrible in the moment, hilarious in hindsight. And weirdly
 addictive.

At WorqHat, we’re still in the thick of it. Still building, still growing, still waking up to new problems every morning. But it’s addictive. The harder it gets, the more alive you feel. Because in the chaos, you realize you’re not just surviving, you’re creating.

That’s the trade nobody warns you about: the stress doesn’t decrease, it compounds. But so does the joy.

Why We Built WorqHat

So why choose this chaos over the comfort of a steady job?

Because I had seen the corporate world up close. Not as an outsider, but in internships, in friends’ first jobs, in the glass towers that promised growth but mostly delivered grind. I saw brilliant people, people with ideas, creativity, drive, reduced to doing endless repetitive tasks, buried in email chains, updating Excel sheets, and chasing approvals that didn’t matter. I saw how broken systems quietly drain human potential every day.

It felt absurd. Like asking someone to win an F1 race on a cycle rickshaw, wrong vehicle, wrong speed, wrong tools. The talent was there, the ambition was there, but the infrastructure to unlock it? Missing.

Betting on India’s chaos. Because jugaad + patchy infrastructure + founders who survive on Maggi = billion-dollar companies in the making.

That’s why we built WorqHat.

Not to add “yet another SaaS tool” to the pile, but to fundamentally change the way early-stage teams and founders build. To give the next generation of builders the speed and leverage they need, without drowning in complexity. To make the technology disappear so the focus stays where it should, on solving real problems and creating real value.

Our mission is simple: to give the dreamers and doers of India the leverage they need to move at the speed of their ideas. To let them focus on what matters, solving problems, creating value, making impact, while we handle the chaos underneath.

Because here’s what we know in our bones: the next wave of billion-dollar companies will come from India. Not in spite of our chaos, but because of it. Our patchy infrastructure, our messy markets, our jugadu instincts, these aren’t weaknesses, they’re our superpowers. They force us to be scrappy, to innovate faster, to build against impossible odds. And those odds? They forge the best founders.

We built WorqHat for them. For the next Sagnik in Pune, staring at his laptop past midnight with no guarantee of a paycheck. For the next group of students coding out of a hostel room, laughing at how absurdly impossible their dream seems, and still building anyway. For the next set of rebels who say no to the Stable Kingdom and yes to the Wild Frontier.

WorqHat isn’t just our startup. It’s our bet. A bet on the chaos. A bet on the builders. A bet on India.

Journey of a startup

What’s Next

As young kids building right out of university, one thing became clear to us almost instantly: in India, if you’re a student with a big idea, you’re basically on your own. There’s very little risk capital available for people at that stage. No safety nets. No one rushing to back you just because you dared to dream early.

And that’s a problem. Because the best time to build isn’t “someday after an MBA” or “once you’ve worked five years in a corporate.” It’s now. When you’re raw, when you’re fearless, when you have nothing to lose and everything to prove. But without early support, so many brilliant ideas die before they even get started.

We lived that reality ourselves. The midnight Maggi meals, the AWS bills that looked scarier than exams, the awkward texts to friends to borrow money just to keep servers running. We bootstrapped not because it was fun, but because there was no other option. And while it toughened us up, it also made one thing clear: if India truly wants to be the next startup superpower, we need to fix this.

That’s why the next chapter of WorqHat isn’t just about building software. It’s about building an ecosystem. About creating a launchpad where the next set of Sagniks and Ankits don’t have to fight the same uphill battles just to take their first step.

I won’t give it all away just yet, but let’s just say this: the next big thing we’re working on is designed to give student founders and early dreamers a real shot. Not just tools, but actual capital. Not just encouragement, but fuel.

This isn’t an announcement, yet. Think of it as a hint. A whisper of what’s coming. Call it whatever you like, for us, it’s simple: we want to put our money where our mission is.

India is ready. Ready to stop being just the service capital of the world and start being the startup superpower. And we’re here to help make that happen, one young founder, one wild idea, one leap of faith at a time.

Closing Thoughts

At the end of the day, there’s no “right” answer. The corporate ladder and the startup rocket are both valid choices. One gives you stability, the other gives you chaos. One gives you a map, the other gives you a compass.

What matters is being brutally honest with yourself about what you truly want.

Me? I chose chaos. The rocket. It’s terrifying, messy, and occasionally makes me question life choices at 3 AM.

But honestly? Worth it.

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